I'm Connie. Quiet and artistic, I have an unhealthy obsession with coffee and elephants.

All I can think about is how much she doesn’t want me. The way she doesn’t care or love me. I heard her today, talking to others about the girl she’s perusing at the moment. I will never feel okay as long as I’m here. I thought I would be feeling the urge to buy some razor blades again, but another has come about. Now all I can picture in my head is, me getting my dad’s gun that he hides in the living room and shooting myself. Or a car coming straight for me. Everything bad that could’ve possibly happened, has happened, and there is no fixing anything. So do I let fate do it’s thing or just end it a little sooner?


This 30-second video of Nicki Minaj explaining what “beez in the trap” means is the most important and wonderful thing I’ve seen today.

(H/T Steven)

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it scares me that you never know what someone is thinking or feeling towards you and everything that they say could be one massive lie

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Frederich Nietzsche (via psych-facts)

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Sometimes people don’t want to hear the truth because they don’t want their illusions destroyed.




am I sick from anxiety or am I actually physically ill? a memoir by me

am i lazy or horribly depressed: the sequel

does everyone hate me or am I just very insecure: the completion of the trilogy

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this may actually be one of my favourite photosets on tumblr

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Don’t you dare let me leave.

Say to me, “Whatever confronts us, we’ll get through it together.”

Just don’t let me leave.

Audrey Hepburn (via thexpotent)

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I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.